finish sem study

finally i have finish studying my diploma now i just need to do that damm test and pass the hell out of it
oh yeah happy happy...
hmm well i am doing fine currently.
that day i went David archuleta so called 'concert' it was like hell..
well worse than hell actually.. sweating like hot hell...plus no aircond plus raining plus have to walk like 1 km to carpark...
damm the organizers no brain..
our malaysia have so many goddamm stadium must put at sunway and somore open air plus limited seat up to 5000 only..
damm he is the runner up in Americian idol leh...
damm brain no use la..haih plus before david there are some local peformers peform and that destroy everything.. hopeless
and can u believe it i went there with jean!!!!!
haih just broke up also can go together and that shows how much i am interested in him but that concert spoil everything..
i been reading some people blog and the are staying strong in their relationship.. well i guess she was not meant for me..
i got hit by a "break up" words about 5 times ..
yeah when i express it out what i wanna say in one message and thats it!!!!
there come the last break up i will ever hear from her...
just ONE message and thats it... plus she always say love much love she has for me...
One message
thats al it takes
and that one message
changes everything
going throught my head
and when i wake up in the morning i will find that
one message
was the message of truth
haih why like that leh??? all i want is her to know her mistake and correct it..
but i take such a milestone..
no one to blame ... i am happy now for all the hurtful feelings that is gone..
trust me if u experience what i had with jean u wont last as long as i am...
all of this is only small part of it..
i hope i didnt offend anyone but this is what i feel..
i should have listen to my lecturer on what he say..
he was right all this while
i guess experience is the best knowledge.

Life of a below normal guy????

what the hell is it??? am i that low.. haha
well i prefer it that way...
ending a relationship is a sad thing but it does not mean it is the end of the world..
there are plenty of fish in the world,....lol
i realize that love is a very special thing but its only when u are satisfied with that person will love be able to exist and flourish...
there are many things i want to say but i cant do it here because this is public...
well the question now is weather u gain from breaking up or not...
good:
1. able to study better
2. damm man!!! save MONeY!! lol
3. No hurting Feeling
4. many more

bad:
1. handphone is not so active (haha can save my phone battery life)
2. Miss the goodtimes...

well it depands on how u take it..
i guess i am lucky that i got a girl that teach me the meaning of tolerance and patience..
haha without her i would never really get that...
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